life the inside joke

one day shes happy the next shes sad

one month she wants and needs you

the next she disregards you

one year was recklessly amazing

the next the fireworks stopped

and the last few havent been so hot

but breath! for the flow of life will pull you under

notice the fish and find joy but dont grab the rocks and find sorrow

cuz youve onloy got one life to live so

breath! and the flow of life will pull you under

oh ay oh rest your mind, for in the end

you cant find all joy there will always be sorrow

but dont dwell on that my dear and forget that snowball effect

cuz the sun cant come out when the snow is down

so breath! for the flow of life will pull you right back under

notice the colorful fish and find joy

but dont grab those rocks and find sorrow

cuz youve only got one life to live so

breath! and the flow of life will pull you under

oh ay oh and those ducks deserve some happiness

so give them cake and leave the sadness for good memories

and in the end remember this: life isnt all about enjoying yourself,

take the extra step and make that lemonade.

the night is darkest before the dawn

before this our grey was fading black
our hearts becoming stone
skull glistening with fresh slaughter
the pistol closing in on our head
our tears fresh and shining

and so the light at the end of the tunnel has been reached, and even though a mountain rises before us, we fight on but now we are smiling.

the tears have turned to cold hard resolution
the new will kill the old
the night turned into day
the cold grey of winter has been changed into happiness

and so the light at the end of the tunnel has been reached, and even though a mountain rises before us, we fight on but now we are smiling.

our hearts beat swiftly
thick blood running through our veins
the skulls have been covered in earth and flowers
the pistol is locked away
and now laughter fills the air
who can stop us now?

and so the light at the end of the tunnel has been reached, and even though a mountain rises before us, we fight on but now we are smiling.

betrayal

the oil has spread
the traps set and made
the fire soon set to engulf
traps triggered, target destroyed

I travel the world searching, learning, and seeking. this one lesson taught by you, ill always remember. tricked, trapped, and countered, my memory will retain these thoughts these feelings left behind by you.

fire in my veins the flicker so intense it burns
ice in yours so cold frostbite is warmer
why treat me this way?
is it some fetish or did you just get bored

I travel the world searching, learning, and seeking, this one lesson taught by you, ill always remember tricked, trapped, and countered, my memory will retain these thoughts these feelings left behind by you

few were needed to plan this downfall
and like a dumb ox led to the slaughter
i went trusting to my death
your succeeded plan followed with laughter

I travel the world searching, learning, and seeking, this one lesson taught by you ill always remember tricked, trapped, and countered, my memory will retain these thoughts these feelings left behind by you.

my crushed bones and gory body still as a stone
are all thats left of my total belief
my blood drains slowly down as you watch with joy
your conspirators wander off your foul deed finished and done

I travel the world searching, learning, and seeking, this one lesson taught by you ill always remember tricked, trapped, and countered, my memory will retain these thopughts these feelings left behind by you.

Anthem

8...7...6...6...6...5...4...3...2...1... I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head Like a dead beat winner. I want to be a sinner An idolized bang for the industry killer. A hideous man that you don't understand Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap. It's evilsonic, It's pornoholic. Breakdowns, Obscenities, It's all I wanna be.
If You're 555 then I'm 666.
If you're 555 I'm 666.
If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)
If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)
Everybody's so infatuated Everybody's so completely sure of what we are Everybody defamates from miles away But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say I bleed for this and I bleed for you Still you look in my face like I'm sombody new TOY - Nobody wants anything I've got Which if fine becuase you're made of Everything - I'm - NOT!
If You're 555 then I'm 666.
If you're 555 I'm 666.
If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)
If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)
30 Seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest They're listening, clamoring All the money in the world can't buy me. GO AHEAD. LIE TO ME. Tell me again how you're tortured I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of SHIT You had a dream but this ain't it.
If You're 555 then I'm 666.
If you're 555 I'm 666.
If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)
If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

loneliness

left in black
colors dim and fading
round pushed in with clack
loneliness looming

like a zooming bullet
shot to forehead
gap to make
separation ensues

king is rust
queen is dust
their lonely servant
forgotten by better

sinking slipping losing
cobwebs grow
screams are drowned

cut and broken
lying still and crushed
lost forever.

~baby baby
-youre quiet not loud
>why me?
~hon hon
-youre annoying not pacifying
>you are you
~baby baby
-youre pretty not ugly
>why him?
~hon hon
-youre boring not interesting
>hes perfect
~baby baby
-youre perfect not fallen
>why so successful?
~hon hon
-youre wrong not right
>i try
~baby baby
-youre awesome not common
>you are tempting me
~hon hon
-youre confusing not clear
>dont let me be
~baby baby
-youre appealing not repulsing
>i cant say i love you
~hon hon
-youre cowardly not brave
>youre right so dont
~baby baby
-youre confident not insecure
>will you put me in the ground?
~hon hon
-youre dumb not smart
>no.
~baby baby
-youre strong not weak
>why not?
~hon hon
-youre uncoordinated not connected
>...

stop, sniff, smile. : )

whats important? when all the world is torn to pieces what stands amidst the flames? despite the major things, i believe that we will all remember the fun times. the little instances where you love something or someone or you enjoy something immensely. i realized this a few days ago and ever since it has changed my attitude toward everything. so heres an example, the girl i have been talking about..ill refer to her as jane.. has a cold. to start out our converation she asked my forgiveness for taking things out on me and, for treating me like she hated me. the conclusion we came to a little bit later was that we are close friends. we have both done things in the past we regret. whether its harming each other or harming someone else. the important thing is to not focus on those and move on, the other thing to focus on is to get those destructive moments over so that you can enjoy the smell and see the flowers as you rush past on the highway of life. life goes fast even though it may seem like its slow. i have heard that people who smile more live longer. i conclude from this that they are also happy, ergo the smiles..

live, love, laugh, and be happy